I cried more.
I soon realized I had been there for almost three and a half hours. I stopped using kleenex and was actually using my sleeve of my sweatshirt...I know classy one here but at this point I no longer cared.
There was no sun except shining off the American Flag hanging from another building.
Time stood still.
I guess I had blocked out the world around me.... I had my long talk with God because I didn't hear the traffic or machinery or anything. For some reason I remember alot of silence but it was just time standing still with me trying to figure out life.
By the way I don't think I will ever figure life out.... maybe we aren't supposed to figure it out.